Darling mum, well it's my birhday today,and although I didn't want to celebrate I also didn't want to be home alone,I remember every year I would call you and say that,you John and Ry were the only ones who got me cards and Ronnie of course,and you would say to me,that doesn't matter you have the important ones,well this year, it's different I didn't want any, mum help me,I still cant believe you are never coming back,you made every day special to me just by hearing your voice telling me you loved me,miss you my darling rock,one day soon we will be together again, sleep tight xxxxx